Thursday 20 July 2017

Suicide uncomfortable silence

Why is it so hard to understand?
Only just discovered that someone in my family succumbed to suicide.  I feel the need to express my thoughts and feelings...  As if yet I still feel shell shocked by the news...  Absolutely blown away as to how and the why's...  What drove someone to do such a thing!

Saying this I do understand the depths of feelings that there is no way out.  The dark clouds keep rolling in. No sunshine on the horizon. Only dark clouds of negative emotions with no way out...

Some say it is very selfish to do this and such a sin...  I do not agree...  Not one bit.  What drove anyone to that point of helplessness. We the living are the ones who have let them down... 

But yet saying that no one is to blame.

Feeling to much can be so overwhelming.

To be continued...

Friday 20 February 2015

Kids book in progress! Argh My Mum Is a Witch!


Ok I have been working on a kids book for some time now!
Argh My Mum is a Witch!
Is the working title!
Affer doing some drawings and paintings I have lost the heart in doing this grand adventure!
So I thought I would share my work in progress! Like many of my grand adventures will get around o completing it one day when my imagination will take me further down this path!
All art and idea, words...
Copyright Michelle Billiau 2013

It is about a boy who's mum is a witch! He get teased at school... One boy is the main bully.
The bullies grandmother is sick and his mum helps her. That's how he find out about the main characters mum being a witch! His grandmother get worse and everyone says she might die! But the main characters mum starts seeing her and treating her with herbs! The. His grandmother get well again! The bully stops his taunts and teasing after this and they become friends!



One painting....


Maybe cover! Unsure... Water colour....
Unhappy with it....




Love the cat!


Happy with this!